Oish. Something just isn't working. I haven't stepped on the scale since Monday but intuition tells me it won't be good when I do. For the first time in a long time I am consistently sleeping until the alarm goes off every morning and waking up feeling like I could still use another hour or two. I spend my lunch breaks studying and then spend the whole night studying again too. 200 Jumping Jacks is pathetic but I can't justify taking time out to exercise when I have so much to learn. Graduation is only four months away now (less actually!). I'm nearing the end of my current classes and I will only have two more classes after these before it's over. I'm starting to stress about coming up with the extra money to start paying off my loans - I'd like to get my unsubsidized loans paid off before my subsidized loans start earning interest in ten months. I plan on getting a second job after I graduate, and I have been making payments to my loans for awhile now, but this is becoming crunch time at school and I just can't afford to blow it now. I have to look at my priorities and, right now, the top priority after work is school. I even feel like the time I spend writing these posts every morning and updating them every night is time I could be doing something more productive. I haven't pleasure read a book since September. *sigh*
This is just so frustrating.
Note: The above post was written on Thursday or Friday - I honestly can't remember which. Aside from school this is the first time I've opened a web browser since I got off work on Friday. I managed another 100% assignment so my grade for both classes is back up to an A+ but it's just going to keep getting harder. I get a two-week break for Christmas, hopefully I'll be able to use that well.
I'm burned out on blogging - I'll be honest about it. It's becoming repetitive and starting to feel more like a daily chore than the fun, motivational experience that it used to be. I think I'm just over-stressed.